what i've been looking for...

it's hard to believe
that i couldn't see
you were always there beside me

thought i was alone
with no one to hold
but you were always there beside me
this feeling's like no other
i want you to know

i've never had someone that knows me like you do
the way you do
i've never had someone as good for me as you
no one like you
so lonely before i finally found
what i've been looking for

--original sountrack high school musical--

::i think i've nothing to looking for..maybe afterwards my job maybe..huhu..i think i've got everything..i already have my gud frens,my buddys,my click n sewaktu dengannya..they are G.E.D.E.B.E comittee..they know me much than others..especially lynn n farah..misz u guys..my feelings,my soul,whenever i need them they will beside me whether they are busy or not..thanx gurls!!!..i also got my dear that always entertain me with jokes, question n sumtimes i can't make it to meet my dear every weekend..he still not mad at me..sumtimes i also think "dier nie xreti nk marah org ker" or "dier nie xde perasaan ker"..huhu..my dear, i'll accept u as you are whether u dh reti nk marah kt org or u dh ade perasaan nk marah..huhu..my frens at kutkm..all of u always help me in my study..i also like to kacau all of you whether u are in good mood or not..hihi..thanx to all..i think i already found what i've been looking for all this life n i have a wonderful life now:::

this week..

on last friday,went to segamat..to see my lil sis..she's ok..n she pau my money that my fathar gave it to me for buying my text book..she take my money around rm100..really goldigger this gurl..hehe..

saturday,out with syia n her rumate,dila..her treat..she 'blanja' secret recipe n gsc..we watched 'stay alive'..good movie even its scary..huhu..lunch wif her still her treat..haha..at night, watching af at hotel mitc-ancasa..i prefer to watched af there coz not many people there even its quite expensive..huhu..when all af4 student sing a song bila rindu, im really touched..this song i really remembered my life with my frenz at matrix..i cry alone there..tp kne cover line lar..kt public tue...hahaha..malu siot..

sunday..nothing to do..arinie adalah ari aku bersama kereta ku..hahaha..sori lar udin, i cant go out with you this weekend..

monday,class until 5pm..i've fluid lab..really tired coz im fasting that day..huhu

tuesday,nothing happened..

wednesday, kne g perjumpaan ko-kurikulum ptg..not at night..im still fasting this today..huhu..then, in the evening have perjumpaan wif menteri pengajian tinggi..burink siot..night tdo awl gler..kul 11.30pm dh naik katil..zzz..

thursday,my class start on 10am..at 9 am my rumate sent me a msg that ptptn dh masuk..ske gler..dh lar mmg tgh kering gler..huhu..rse cm bernafas arr skit..hehehe..

tomorrow,i will go back to taiping wif my lil sis..nk amik buku rujukan..huhu..

::this my wrote for this week::

bila rindu...

dikeheningan malam,
termenungku berseorang
tak lena mata dipejam
terdengar suara terngiang
suara merdu yg di sayang
bagai kau didepan mata
ku capai tapi tak kena
sukarnya memendam rasa
ingin ku luahkan kata

bila rindu,
terkenang mu sayang
terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,
makin kelam jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,
jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

jauh angan ku lena,
ku rasa kita bersama,
kau bawaku ke sana
ke alam kisah yg lama,
kenangan di dlm jiwa..bila tersedar semula,
disisiku kau tiada sukarnya ku pendam rasa,
ingin ku luahkan semua ooooouuu

bila rindu,
terkenang mu sayang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,
makin kelam jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku terasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,
bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi batas diri ini

sesunguhnya kita mestilah
wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat
menghormati,ikhlas,kasih,sabar , insya-allah
kita akan bertemu semula

aura yg memecah semesta
menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
kesepian yg menyelubungi hari hari ku
disajikan doa2 ku kerana rindu
yg menanti kau dtg dan pergi seperti mimpi2 ku,fantasiku,
bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
disisi cuping,disetiap corong,lorong,yg lohongbenar!
ku tak bohong,bila hati menyanyi..

bila rindu,
terkenang mu sayang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam ooohhohhoo
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwa selubungi,jiwa ini,
bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi batas diri ini
oh bila rindu,terkenang mu sayang.,
ku terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu(ku rindukan sentuhanmu)
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,
jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi batas diri ini

this song was sing by last week concert from af4 student..really touching..i miss all of GEDEBE..no matter wut them really important to me..i promise to all if youe GEDEBE comittee..

no water!!!!

semalam, pangsapuri aku xde air..jenuh gak arr g mencari air..tp arini dh ok dh air..leh mndi sepuas2 nya..hehhe..

sok ari jumaat nk g jumpe adik aku kt segamat..rindunye kt dier..lame xjumpe dier nih[padahal br jer 2 mggu xjumpe..hehehe]..ujung mggu nie syia ajak kuar tgk wayang..xtau lar dier nk blanja aku tgk wayang aper..huhu..kalo poc aku dh tgk last week..mggu nie xkuar ngan udin..sbb dh ingt nk g tgk adik tp dier suh g ari jumaat..

keje xde lar byk lagi..tp dh burink sbb xde mende nk wat..huhu..

::ptptn nie ble nk masuk??dh nk kering duit aku nih:::

1st week...

today is sunday..cukup seminggu dok kt melaka nie..burink siot..sbb xde keje lagi..cbe kalo keje dh mai..xcukup tgn nk wat..hahaha..

wahai kawan2 ku syg,
aku akan update aku nyer blog 1 mggu sekali..sbb umah aku xder internet lar..

lynn n farah,
hope both of u will be on track again..if both of u need me..juz tell me..i'll always be there for you..tp kalo tetiber aku nk kene ade kt kl tetiber xleh arr..mati arr cmnie..huhu..

dear,
sorry kuar mggu nie, 2 2 sakit..2 2 demam..nk wat cmner..tp bez tgk pirates of carribean..huhu...

back from segamat..

last sunday,i went to segamat..sent my lil sis to uitm segamat..really tired coz the journey were bored n jauh nk mampus..we went there on saturday morning n reach melaka in the evening around 4pm..nothing to do that evening went to mp coz ayong wanna find a new shoes coz her shoes koyak..wah!!really amazed for mp..thats my lepak spot wif my dear..nothing change there..huhu..after finished there,went back to hotel n watch af in the big screen..salima out!!..yes!!really glad she was out..thanx to the voters..after finished af,sambung tgk wc until 1st half..england kalah..sleep..zzzz

next day,went to segamat..finished there around 2.30pm..forgot to tell..for the next sem i will bring my kelisa for me n my lil sis to use it..so we bring along that car n letak that car at ayong's father in law house at muar..so when i enroll for the next sem i dun have to bring that car along juz take it at that house..huhu..singgah that house,makan mee bandung muar[sedap gler!!]..then,continue our journey to back home..traffic jem before senawang seremban..really bored again in car.. sent my bro back to bukit raja..n finally reached at home around 2.40am..sleep until 11am..my mother cuti lagi..both of us have lunch after wactching diari af at a restaurant coz she not in mood for cooking..really tired..

::i miss already my lil sis::
::miss my dear very much::

sunday morning!!!

today,i've got to wake up early..early pon bkn nyer awal sangat..bout 9 am kut..hehehe..get dress n when to my mum's fren knduri..we reached there bout 11 sumting..i drive..we finished there bout 1pm..so tired but my mum promised already to go for resdung treatment..aargh!!! nitemare..FYI i also got resdung..i dont believe it..uwaaa!!..for this treatment it really hurts my eyes..really2 hurt..i dont know how hurt it is..now i feel much better after the treatment..thanx to that makcik..i dont know what her name is..hehehhe..

then,my mum wanna have a haircut..i have to follow her again..n i have to have a haircut also..so,i already cut my curly hair..its still curly but it just a bit short..heheh..still have the curly..reached home bout 5 pm..really tired..

nite..watch high school musical at disney channel..quite good teenage movie produced by disney..zack efron look like adam af2..really cute..hehhe..then,watch gol&gincu the series..today,that series talk bout trust n secret..mayb i can take some of the advise in that series today..the advise is:
1. we have to trust each other in every relationship such as frenz n ur luv ones.
2. always ask if u have sumting not clear in our mind.don't keep it..
3. u don have to tell every secret that u keep to your love.if it not really important to ur partner.

i think that the advise i can quote it out for you guys!!

::my dear tgh demam skang nie..cepat lar baik!!::

family gathering!!!

last 2 days, i have family gathering..only family from my mum side..only 19 people [i think i told bout it already..hehehe..]..we've got very precious moment..n eat until u burst..hahaha..the food really delicious n we enjoyed it..only rm25 per person..cam promote lar plak..hehehe..

when we get there so many people..i forgot to mention here..last saturday,at bukit merah have majlis belia negara have sumting there..i dont know what it is..i think meeting kut..what eva!!!my aunty suggest that we gonna have 'cabutan bertuah'..every family got to bring prizes..anything hamper ker ape ker..up to the family..my family bring the 'hamper'..same wif all the family..my family juz bought it at the store taiping jaya..so we've got 8 prizes..my family will organize this event..so, before we can eat my mum divide the number that my sis done before..i've got number 3 n my sis got number 2..hehehe..after makan time yg cam nk pecah perut tue br lar cabut undi..tokwan did 1st n ikut ranking..hehehe..quit funny here..when acu cabut, he got his number back..we never believe it..so we check it the number that he got before..n he right..he got his number back..hehehe..really funny n amazed..

after finished cabutan bertuah,got some speech from every head of family..tokwan kinda of sebak when he in his speech..he gives us good advice..we also sebak there..uwaa..if he can read this..I LOVE U very much tokwan..after that,we have photo time..family photo,photo wif cousin n bla bla..so many photo..after i've got the cd from abg ejan i'll upload it..huhu..then,we walk around there wif so many people there..me n my sis played some games there..im really happy..

::bought sumting for my dear n happy::

heading tue bukit merah again!!!!??

today, me n my family heading to bukit merah..this my 2nd time there for this holiday..we've got family gathering there..all of my family will be there this evening..only 19 people..hehe..cam byk jer..huhuhu..quite excited..[wink..wink]

now,at my place raining..quite a heavy rain..its raining from subuh until now..seb bek leh gne pc n tgk tv..hahaha..

i've another TWO weeks for my holiday..im gonna be in 3rd semester..I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!..i've just finished 1 year from 4 year my study..time pass very fast..huh..wut im talking bout now???..i juz wanna say "I WANNA BE AT HOME ALL THE TIME!!!!!"..hehe..

::signing off for bukit merah:::

at last..finally!!!

finally,after bout more than one month i've got my result..quit good..more improvement than before..it is because encourage from all of my fren especially dila n nissa..not to forget my dear..last but not least all of my bez fren..i think u know who u are..i dun have to mention it..all of this people keep telling me to work hard n smart..ur encourage i really appreciate it..u can see by my achievement..huhu..

thats all for today..

::signing off for world cup::